When days had turn into dark nights

There were many wonderful days. Then darkness creep in every now and then throughout our lives.  There are always a period when your days seems dark.  There are many reasons and cause. It could be the time when you are separated from someone you love dearly, the deceased of a loved one, a traumatic experience or a severe illness that you need a long time to recuperate.

 

I have again walk into a dark period of my life.  There’s no dead people, illness or passing on of someone dear. It is the close encounter of people who doesn’t know how tp respect another person and is one of those difficult people you have to deal with. These people belittled you because they are little. They speak loud and fear that the whole world have not heard them. IT may have been that the world does not pay any intention to what this person wants to say. This person is the version of the Priestly in the devil wears Prada but in low places… not the editorial position tho.  I hate what I have to endure at the moment. I just take it as a good shake up. A good experience of what it will be like to start a new job all over again.  I am not happy and desire to flee.

 

As for the classes that I am attending.  I am also stressed big time.  I had a friend whom I had been close but taking the course together proved a deadly mistake. This person is not focus. I am seeing the other side of this person.  As friend, ok but as a course mate, this person sucks. Well, I will have lots to say but I gonna leave it for the next entry when I have more time.

 

I am pending for dawn….  

 

Camille Tan

It may seem strange for me to write about a person.  I just gotta pen this down.  I had a friend met during my Secondary school time. I had very vague memory and not much re-collection of how I had lost contact with her. There’s a possible reason which I hate to think about.

 

She had not been well before we graduate, she had cancer.  I am too young and know nuts about medical stuff to ask what she is having.  I only know she had been dropping hair and have to wear a cap. I remember her features and she wears dental braces. She had a dog named DooDee which always sleeps in a basket in her parent’s room. She brought me to the International Baptist Church she attended at Farrer Road.

 

I don’t why, don’t know how we lost contact.  This is one regret in my life as I had not been there for her, my friend.  I do not know if she had survived cancer then and if she is still alive.

 

I do not have many friends during my sec sch life.  She is one of the friend that is genuinely nice to me and not like some who had been mean to me.

Tallest Building in the World before Burj, Dubai is completed.

We were on top of the World when we visited Shanghai World Financial Center. The guide told us that this is the Tallest Building in the World at this moment that we are, here standing in the observation gallery on the 100^th floor.  This is measuring up to the roof (net height), not of any other structure that stretches the height.

 

Pondering about how true the guide had said, I do find some info on WWW that does not directly say anything about this being tallest at the moment.  But deep in the heart of some, you decide.  I am also attaching a pix that is printed at the back of the ticket.

 

 

 

Memories

I had not been writing for awhile but felt the urge to write these down today.  

 

We will grow old, loses most of our memories eventually.  I wonder what memories we will hold on to?  I was speaking to a colleague today about places we had been to.  I had so much fond memories of all the places I been to and the person I went with. I remember the fun and happy events and vaguely remember those that are unpleasant.  The bad ones seems to dim and fade.  I think our brain has a way of filtering and sorting our memories.  We remember the good ones and less of the bad one.

 

I hope the default stays this way, so I have more happy memories than the sad or bad ones when I am old.

 

Busy studying

Not that easy to try to get into the momentum. I can feel that I am kind of rushing through and taking every minute I could toy. I wan try to absorb as much as I can learn. Homework, project and quizzes. I heard so much from friends around me and now it's me experiencing it.

I am enjoying myseelf though, so much to learn and new people I meet and new friendships.

I also want to keep a tab of my day to day as I may miss important things and people along the want to take note of what's going on with my 2 pups too. They had been missing me since I had been busy and not have the usual amount of time to spend with them.

I got an email from "AM" about my blog but I don't even have much time to think about how I can commit or help. I do want to do more "project" for my blog and I really had not done so.

About my weight... still there, more to lose. No great rebound... thank goodness.
I am doing another test for a product. Will perhaps post when the result is satisfactory.